Monday, August 24, 2015

An urge for a single color in a colorful world




I and one of my friends were having a conversation on a Monday noon. I told him with excitement, Do you know? There is a good and beautiful girl in our institution. And I am planning to have some hi hello with her tomorrow (this was only for a fun purpose with all due respect to feminize). He smiled and asked me. ”How do you know that she was good”? I answered, “know. But he insisted and then, I replied, “she was beautiful, fair, had specs, had gentle clothing sense, and looked like a well brought up girl”. He smiled and asked me,
“Is it enough and all to prove her that she is good”. I just stopped and realized, “It is not enough, but why I feel like she is good”? I told him “But I feel like she is good”. Then he told me, “This is the problem. We live in a country where a guy is regarded as studious or very studious if he is fair and do wear a t-shirt with a formal pant, and we don’t have even any doubt on our prejudication, if he wears specs, But does he have enough attributes or do we think much before being prejudice“? I think "NO". We give those light colored people an unfair advantage just because they are fair.  Are we not the practitioners of shadism or colorism? It was one of those many times when he was right and I am wrong. And I don’t know how many will agree with his plead but certainly I do agree. I am sure it must have happened with you all, when u feel awkward to sit with or to mingle with a colored person (person dark or black in complexion) only because, he is not fair. You always give a reason to yourself that, “He was not clean”? But please do introspect once. Was it the truth? I think “No”. I am not saying that “we always avoid sitting with a colored person, I am saying only “At some point of our life we have done that”. I have never gone abroad but I have gone outside of my state several times. While going by bus or by train, if some colored person ask you to share your seat for a few moment, what will be your response? I have seen people dining them just because, they are colored people. The same people are not insensitive either. I have seen them calling someone who is at stand in bus or train to share their seat. They can feel other’s pain but not the pain of a colored person just because he/she does not have a fair color. Are not you feeling like, “Being fair earned them an unfair advantage”? I have seen teachers doing the same when they meet a new bunch of students. They feel like that white colored person with a spec is going to say something exceptional and they also do have a prior impression on him which makes him a good student irrespective of how absurd his answer is. But this happens only for few classes. When the teacher comes to know about the reality he swings his perceptions. But I do question, “Why for the first time someone has given him an edge without knowing him/her”? When we start our academic or our professional life in our school or at some institution or at an office we always start mingling with light colored person first then we talk with those are colored. We never judge their talent or their proficiency but we don’t have an inner stimulus to start interaction with them. And after few days when we got accustomed to them by any means we feel for them, maybe we can fall in love with them anything can happen after that. There is no doubt over it. But the truth is we don't feel that stimulus from inside to be with them at first. At first I blamed myself and thought I am a biased despite of having little less color of my own. Then I asked few people around me. And surprisingly they too do that in their subconscious mind. But they too agreed that they don’t hate them. And some of has also a lot of colored friends. I am also speaking exactly same. Actual problem is not what we think, problem is why we think? What made us to think so? You all have noticed how a girl got embarrassed in a fair enhancing advertise of a cream or soap only because she is little less in color. She feels like being a colored person is obnoxious to her. How absurd this is? We often have noticed how relatives praise kids for their white complexion and fell sorry for the one who is little less in color. What do you think? These things don’t impact us? Yes they do and they do in such a way that we edit our picture and make us fairer to make it worthy of a profile picture. I have also done that. There is nothing to hide. But why we do that? Is being more fair gives us attention? I think you better know it. Now you evaluate yourself. Are you a colorist (who believes that people of one color is superior to other)? If, yes then up to what extent??? And am sure you are, not much but some. And you will argue, " That is not a crime". I will only say, "This world is so colorful my friend love all the colors, and that is not a crime too".



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